I was tagged by Mariuca some weeks ago and have finally managed to get my hands on the tag to finish it up. The tag’s about my love hate relationship with certain things in my life. So without lotsa pondering, I managed to finish it quite fast. It was pretty fun.. hehe..

So here it is for you people to enjoy!

1. I love to eat: a lot of things but most of all, ice cream!
2. I hate to eat: mayonnaise and hati ayam (chicken liver)!
3. I love to go on: adrenaline pumping rides, shopping sprees and vacations!
4. I hate to go on: a stage with thousands of eyes staring!
5. I love it when: I get to hang out with my favorite people in the world doing funny and stupid things!
6. I hate it when: I hafta wake up early without getting enough of my beauty sleep!
7. I love to see: people opening their presents!
8. I hate to see: excessive heavy PDA. FYI, I mean public displays of affection..
9. I love to hear: contagious baby laughter!
10. I hate to hear: people shouting obscenities!

So there you have it! A lil something you guys could read to know a bit about my personality. I may not be a whole lot, but that’s the whole reason why you gotta stay tuned for more of my posts! hehehe…

Now I wanna tag Jiejah, Dora, Quirin, Sweetipie, Kay and Haizum to do this tag! Have fun guys!

It’s 8.02am (according to my watch) and I’ve been wide awake since last night. I haven’t given myself a shut eye and I don’t wanna sleep now, afraid that I’ll sleep the whole day only to wake up for dinner! So nope, I’m just gonna try to rough this out till Shemah wakes up and probably I’ll have some energy left in me to do a bit of Taebo with her later. We’ve both been complaining how fat we are, yet we still eat as much as we can and our only form of exercise is laughing and gossiping. Such brats we are!

I guess the main reason why I can’t sleep is also because I’ve been missing my partner in crime, Rafiq! It’s only been 2 days since I last heard from him and already I’m missing him. I’m not exactly dying of missing him, but still, I wish I could talk to him right now and just feel the comfort his voice provides. *sigh* I’m sure he’s having a blast in Brazil right now, but if you’re reading this Rafiq, COME BACK NOW!! Haha.. Nahhh, I’m not that demanding… I’m a tough girl when I need to be.

And right now, I guess it’s time to kick the tough gear into mode. There’s more or less 2 more weeks until Rafiq comes back from Brazil and until then, I guess I’ll just be staring at his photo and listen to really sappy songs….. Yeah, that’s me being tough!

Yup, I’m sure of it! I don’t think I’ll be changing my blog title anymore. Seriously! Hehehe…

If you’ve been following this ever so active and interesting blog of mine (don’t puke people!), you’d notice that the blog title has changed quite a few times already. Luckily, I’m not as fickle in changing the blog title as I am in changing my clothes, but yeah, it certainly has been through it’s P. Diddy name changing phase…

But after going through a whole list of titles, with the help of my brainy sis Shemah of course, she finally came up with a great title that I simply clicked with. I love it and it’s gonna stick this time. No more changing!

So yeah, I’m all set and you guys could all add me in your blogroll without being afraid whether the title will change again. As of today, this blog is officially ‘The Real Deal’….

This is the thing I love about doing personality quizzes… It gives me an insight into the twisted, messed up mind of a deranged petty queen! Okay, I might have gone overboard with the self description, but that is the way I feel about myself sometimes (if not most of the time)… And besides, I’m a blogger. That’s what bloggers do, right? We exaggerate! At least, that’s what I do!

Anyways, back to my so-called twisted deranged mind… I’ve always loved doing quizzes that give me results which make me go, “Huuhh?? Ya mehhh??? Am I really like that?”… And the mind creature in my head would go, “Yaaa worr!!”.. So even if I’m in denial of the results thrown at me, there’s actually a tiny part of me that agrees with the stupid, anal and screwed results.

But that’s the whole point of personality quizzes, isn’t it? It gives you a rough idea of what you might not already know about yourself and somehow it forces you to accept the truth about who you really are. I know that some people usually discard any ‘wrong’ result of a personality quiz, saying, “OMG! That’s sooo not me at all!”.. Especially bloggers, we tend to post up quizzes that only show the results we deem ‘best’ or ‘ngam‘ with our personality! I’m sure that some personality tests we get on the net may not always be reliable. But who’s to say that they aren’t reliable, right? And as far as I’m concerned, many of us automatically discard results that are ’so not me’, regardless of the reliability of the quiz.

Well, as a person who’s undergone various ‘mental and personality’ workshops, I know for a fact that most people will never be able to face the truth about themselves even if the truth was staring at them in the face! And we think we know ourselves, right? It’s happened to me before too. Even if they tied me up ‘Braveheart’ style and forced me to scream, “Okay, okay, I’m a horrible blogger!”, I wouldn’t! Why?? Cuz I think I’m a damn great blogger! So there!

So you see my point? See what I’m tryna get across here? No? My point issss….. those personality tests we do, the ones that give us results we can’t relate to because it’s ’so not me’..well, admit it! It is ‘SO YOU!’ It might not be 100% accurate, but there is some truth in there somewhere and you know it!

And here’s one test that I thought was ’so not me’ but secretly admitted that “Yeahhh, it is SO me after all!”

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant. You have an outrageous personality… And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down. Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance. You need to feel special at all times. You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.